To My Twitter Followers
Nov. 26th, 2010 06:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jadedmusingsTo all my Twitter followers:
In roughly twelve hours or so, I'm going to private my Twitter feed and will be dropping several of you from my follow list. This isn't necessarily personal and there is a chance I'm just being a little paranoid, but more than twice now something's happened that bothers me and makes me more than a little worried that something is happening behind my back. If you're dropped and you wonder why, all you need to do is ask yourself who we are mutual friends with and maybe you can understand why.
I will hold to my promise I made to myself not to discuss some things publicly, though it's really hard to keep that promise sometimes when I get angry. I will say there's things that I think people don't know or understand and that there's always another side to any story and there is a whole hell of a lot people outside of a very small circle of friends of mine don't know. I'm no saint and I'm not perfect, but I do have someone to protect in all of this.
Again, it is entirely likely that this is all one bad coincidence, but given some things from my past I'm not a person who believes in coincidences quite like that. Chalk it up to me being paranoid, maybe even a little unreasonable. Know this, I wouldn't have followed you back if I didn't think of you as something of a friend, even if it's been years since I was involved in that community. Maybe, if I can find out what happened, I'll reopen my Twitter feed at some point and welcome you back, but that might not happen for a time.
You're welcome to DM me, but I won't make any promises to respond to questions for obvious reasons. Stirring up drama is someting I'm too old and tired for, and I'm not going to drop that low or play that game.
I'm sorry if this hurts anyone, I truly am. I wish I weren't such a distrustful person and I'm working on that, but it's going to take time.
-Jade
In roughly twelve hours or so, I'm going to private my Twitter feed and will be dropping several of you from my follow list. This isn't necessarily personal and there is a chance I'm just being a little paranoid, but more than twice now something's happened that bothers me and makes me more than a little worried that something is happening behind my back. If you're dropped and you wonder why, all you need to do is ask yourself who we are mutual friends with and maybe you can understand why.
I will hold to my promise I made to myself not to discuss some things publicly, though it's really hard to keep that promise sometimes when I get angry. I will say there's things that I think people don't know or understand and that there's always another side to any story and there is a whole hell of a lot people outside of a very small circle of friends of mine don't know. I'm no saint and I'm not perfect, but I do have someone to protect in all of this.
Again, it is entirely likely that this is all one bad coincidence, but given some things from my past I'm not a person who believes in coincidences quite like that. Chalk it up to me being paranoid, maybe even a little unreasonable. Know this, I wouldn't have followed you back if I didn't think of you as something of a friend, even if it's been years since I was involved in that community. Maybe, if I can find out what happened, I'll reopen my Twitter feed at some point and welcome you back, but that might not happen for a time.
You're welcome to DM me, but I won't make any promises to respond to questions for obvious reasons. Stirring up drama is someting I'm too old and tired for, and I'm not going to drop that low or play that game.
I'm sorry if this hurts anyone, I truly am. I wish I weren't such a distrustful person and I'm working on that, but it's going to take time.
-Jade
